this year, i'm moving sooooo much smarter and intensely. it's actually personal. like, VERY personal.
there's so much i want to do with my life and this is just the beginning.
i heard one of my very first songs i ever recorded the other day and fuck me, big up my family for not telling me to call it quits man. i was SHIT. talking about SHIT. on SHIT beats. thank you to them for always believing in my delusions of being the greatest, cause look how far we've come now. everyday there's a new level to reach, a bar to raise, emotions to touch. i won't stop now. to admit i'm good is to admit defeat. & that's just not in my blood icl.
no more wasting time and energy on what doesn't serve me. this is an oath to myself cause no one is coming to save me. no one. and BOY is that freeing.
taking matters into my own two hands. i prefer devotion over discipline any day. i'm the one that's going to take it further than ever before. it has to be me. i deserve it all. they used to say i'm the one, they should have never gassed me up.
been lowkey avoiding the blog for a while now. but I had to let these thoughts go. after this i'm gna go write a freestyle, ain't pushed my pen in that direction in a minute now. s/o shadowman reekz and sam mcalister. i was with them in studio not long ago, eternally grateful for the inspiration you guys give me.
there's a lot still gone unaddressed, a lot of false narratives running and even a couple gimmicks near me, but icl i ain't got time for all that no more.
3 principles. explore, reflect, connect. words i will live and die by. until they no longer serve me
i'll explain one day
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