"what is wellbeing ? the ppl dem need money & resources !"
one thought at a time i tell myself, with pinegrove's need 2 (slowed) is playing in the background. escapism is an art that i am yet to master. cause if i'm not workaholic i'm alcoholic. for good measure, i've put the bottle down. 4 weeks strong babyyyyy and it ain't even tough like that really. other things are harder. but, one thought at a time.
i return back to the pen in my most dire hours. as of late i've started the artist's way journey, a 12 week program to reconnect with the self (and as I would put it in layman's terms, to never get writers block again). taking inspiration from doechii i'm gna vlog the process on my youtube, see what happens. we'll be on week two when i start but late is better than never right ? one thought at a time.
i'm starting to think about distancing myself. i have a lot of people around me a lot of the times. then sometimes no one at all. the difference is a trip. not talking fomo. just, everyone has their own things going on & i need to handle my own shit before i can even think about helping you//knocking you for yours. one thought at a time.
it's the first day of aries season ? why shit so topsy turvy. lemme feel at home. hahahahah. still gotta move vigilant & militant cause the fuck do i look like ? letting shit slide so you can feel a1. you better ask somebody who i am ! but yo, one thought at a time.
gonna drop a new snippet soon. the streets are waiting for that new mase J. i gotta feed the drought, if i don't who will ?? (always be yourself. the world won't forgive you either way. you may as well make them remember you, for who YOU are. i'm scared too. but i face it. everyday. i remember you used to laugh at me. soon i'll be laughing on top of towers for all the times i used to cower. one thought at a time).
i told rozz i do blog posts. everytime i see her. she forgets and then i tell her again. someone tell her she's been name dropped lol.
one thought at a time
